It sucks to know that you’re not having quite the time you were expecting to have :/
I wish I knew what to say to make things better. It’s hard getting used to not being able to text you at any point in the day, even harder to get used to not having any way to contact you. I must wait on your paid phone calls to me. So, hopefully at some point you’ll get some internet time and discover this and I can make you feel not so distant for a moment.
Keep your chin up. This may be the only time you’ll be in some of these places, so it’d be unfortunate to remember them as part of a lonely trip. I think if you try your best to be conscious of your attitude, you can work at making this an “okay” trip, at the very least. Remember what I had posted on here before? “The only reason to think about sad stuff is to figure out how to improve them. Constructive criticism.” Just keep swimmingggg~
As for me, I’ve been doing alright, aside from not knowing when the next time I’ll talk to you will be. Perhaps we should plan on every other night or something? Idk, I’ll ask when we speak on the phone again. I hope you’re writing to me everyday in your notebook like you said you would. I’ll be writing here to you. Maybe daily, I’m not sure. As often as I feel inclined to do so. I have a bit of schoolwork coming up this week, so I’m not so sure if I can keep up a promise of anything. Other than missing your conversation and company, things have been alright. Work is keeping my days busy, I hung out with people both nights so far, and I’m still posting about what I do on Facebook. I really miss you, though. I’ll try not to allude to how much so I can keep up the perception of “being strong” for you, in hopes that my display of independence rubs off on you :P
I hope to talk to you again soon. Today (Sunday), I’m having breakfast with my family at 10am (7pm where you are), and then I work 12pm-7:30pm (9pm-4am). Feel free to call anytime, though. Just keep calling over and over like you did this morning and I’ll answer (Btw, I’m sorry I hung up so many times! I was like “Meh, number I don’t know” *dismiss* and it kept calling and I was like “Wtf is with this person..? OH IT’S PROBABLY AUDREY!”).
I love youuuuuu. I’ll talk to you again soon.
Have fun, take in all you can, return home safely <3
